OneStep
Trying to survive / 26 / Germany
Anonymous asked:
BPD Culture is never knowing if you like a thing because you like it genuinely or if you like it because the person you're with likes it and your social chameleon tendencies have taken over.
““I wonder how many times each day she dies a little.” - Libba Bray, A Great and Terrible Beauty”—
A different version of you exists in the mind of everyone who knows you
Breaking up is so wild to me. Like you have to stop reaching out suddenly.
You can’t tell them anymore about your day or show them something that this remind me of you.
What about all those plans? And dreams together? Where do you put those?
The memories and photos. The gifts, the kisses and late nights. The warmth and the peaceful sunrise. The inside jokes and the stories. Where do you put those?
The saddest part is the love is still there.
It hurts so much.
Where do you put me?
Outside?
Even outside reminds me of you.
“This is what I like about photographs. Theyre proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect.”— Jodi Picoult
The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don’t care at all.
it hurts
